1.22.2022
turning 30
when i sleep with my ear to the pillow i can listen to my pulse clicking like the second hand on a clock. time is running. my life is happening. my body is trying. at some point it will give up and my experience of this world is over. my existence will persist in the ether until the last person who thinks of me is dead. my consciousness or the fate of it, well that we can never know while alive in this world. when we die, the body that which forms consciousness stops functioning, and that consciousness ceases. But there is a greater consciousness, and it’s not god....