06.10.2021
ocean thoughts
if the ocean is any indication of an infinite causation, even the most still of men will find themself subject to the nature that they reside in and to the nature that is within. it is therefore futile to impose on oneself a stupid rigidity, that is to say, an infallible consistency of routine, and then suffer from a failure of it. some days will be the same, but never all the days. one can control the nature to a certain degree, but your control is but one such manifestation of nature being its very definition of nature, and your control will evoke change, and if you look closely enough, the change does happen to the nature that you reside in and to the nature that is within.
if you feel that you have suffered long enough from the false belief that the days must be as homogenous as possible, then you have been trying too hard, and wrongly at that. if you must be still, then be so not by restricting change, but by restricting control, as you are of nature and in nature, regardless. be still and you will flow, without revolt, without a need to revolt, and you will live, regardless.