drunk on the moon
it is a saturday night and i have had just enough beer. i can attest that it can make any sort of experience much much better. yes my mouth sore is ninety percent OK now, so it is not a problem. i am in fact ecstatic to be free from such debilitating pain. . .
i was.. earlier ashamed of writing drunk. the truth is i AM drunk. and i am drunk happy. this is the way i feel.
i had tried to get away today from the structure that i have seemingly gotten myself engulfed in, however, convenience won me over. what the fuck, right. maybe tomorrow. i have no agenda and i have yet to figure out what it shall be.
monday comes so easy... friday comes just as easy... as much as i love my job and how important i feel, i feel that i must fulfill yet another thing, this time for myself. it is for the self that a sense of importance and necessity commands itself, for what purpose and to what end i have yet to see. yet i feel it and it makes itself be felt. so it must be done.
the pull on the throat, the slide you must have felt. go on and sing for the world, sing despite of yourself, under the moon, under which we are drunk, or about to be, or have already been, god help us. god is no where.